Friday, 8 June 2012

我們會再見的。。

我這雙手已經很久沒被人給牽過了,也忘了被牽著的感覺。前幾天這種被遺忘的感覺回來了,謝謝你Huda讓我重新感受這種溫暖。我們乘坐巴士回來醫院的巴士站,下車后一路牽手走回宿舍。雖然一路上很多人都以奇怪的眼神看著我們,大多因爲覺得怎麽一個馬來女孩會與一個華裔女孩手牽手在醫院亂奔,但我們還是開開心心地走完可能以後再也不能一起走的那條通往宿舍的小巷。 說真的,很開心。

如果時間能永遠停留在這一刻,最美的這刻,是多麽美好。

三年在馬大醫院的護士課程可說大功告成。這些年也讓我懂得很多道理,單單在生命和友情這兩大課題裏有很大的啓發。想要簡簡單單的生存著;或想擁有一段簡簡單單純真的友誼,原來都不是必然的。

我心存感恩,因爲有一路陪伴在側的馬大朋友;背後一直以行動支持我的家人和中學朋友,還有不斷給我鼓勵的講師們,真慶幸能遇見你們。往後我將背負起護士的使命,盡力為人類服務,以此回報你們的用心。雖然至今我仍對未來要正式踏入社會感到無比的恐慌和擔憂很多即將面對的未知數,但我可保證我會做好自己,不令你們失望。 

讓我們一同創造屬於自己的夢想,不被恐懼打敗!

再見了大家,我們會再見的。


My hands have not been held for a long time, and I have even forgotten the feeling of being held by someone. But this feeling comes back when I was held by Huda a few days ago. Thanks Huda for making me to feel this kind of warmness again. We took a bus that day until it reached the bus stop in front of the hospital, and then we were holding hands after alighting from it and heading to our hostel. Although there were many people in the hospital looking at us weirdly, probably thinking of why there is a Malay girl holding hands with a Chinese girl in the hospital, we still walking happily on the road heading to the hostel, where we may not  have the chance to do so in the future. Frankly, it was truly happy.

If the time can stop at this moment, the most beautiful recent time, then it’ll be fabulous. 

The three-year nursing diploma course in University Malaya Medical Centre has been ended. I learnt a lot in these years, especially in the aspect of life and friendship. The will to live tranquilly; or to have a pure friendship, is not certain.   

I feel thankful, as I have many UMMC’s friends who accompany me in this while; my family & secondary school friends’ support by action, and lecturers who encourage me a lot, it is grateful to meet with you all. After this I’ll put the responsibilities of nurses on my shoulders, do my best in giving service to mankind, as a repayment to you all. Although I am still fearful for stepping into this society and worried for many unknowns in the future, I promise to be myself and not to let you all down.

Let’s create our dreams and not to be fearful!

Goodbye everyone, we will meet again in the future.